Kamshuka~ness Blog

Men...Babies & the Next Quarterback?

2012-01-31T19:03:00.000-08:00

Men and baby boys?? Well, here's what I think....men are lot more thoughtful with their purpose than they let out. Some plan it the whole way through, from getting the woman they want to the loud claims of how many children they "really" wanna have. Trust Me, I'm sure of it!!

See him....he knew exactly what he wanted. Babies!! Translation: numerous boys. Hoping for the next great pigskin star (e.g. Tim Tebow!!!).

Yes, he loves football almost as much as he loves his family. A huge Michigan Wolverines fan and fan of the NFL's Baltimore Ravens. Just so you don't think I'm crazy, let me break it down just a bit for you: he started football in 1994 and won the championship with that team, then was offensive player of the year in 1995. He traveled on public transportation to high school just to play football, then played rep football with the city of Brampton. Finally traveled to Pennsylvania with his high school team to play against an all boys private school.

So you can't tell me I'm crazy, I've seen its proof. My 2nd baby boy "Shiloh" will just continue to hear the roars of football fanatic screams as each game passes. I'd say that's "purpose driven". Not to mention, remembering the touchdown dance I got when I announced I was pregnant. Well, I'm accepting my fate as a football lover's wife.

I'm not bitter. Just preparing myself again to take in all this "football jargon". It's actually got to me after all these years of games and football commentary. I've found likeness for a NFL team myself. I kinda had to. More like "get with it, or get left out". So this weekend for SuperBowl XLVI, I will be cheering on my New England Patriots (I know, I just said "MY") and looking forward to the many eateries that come with the game.

So to all you football wives, girlfriends, sisters and of course you men... Cheers to you and yours!
Tell me, how do you celebrate Superbowl?

Happy Superbowl Sunday!!

Kamshuka~ness

Nervous....Excitement!!

2012-01-19T17:29:00.000-08:00

If pictures can really speak more than a thousand words...........then by this image you already know what I'm saying ~ I'm excited, but with a tint of nervousness. To be honest, I feel so blessed that I want so much to protect this life entrusted within me. To be carrying my 3rd child after 6years of building "Kamshuka"; it almost feels like the 1st time all over again. But to be carrying my 2nd son, feels so special. It felt real before, but now..............

Its for Real Real!!

Four months to go, & I'm trying to balance the idea of a new addition, life as it is & the business..............Thank you all for your support and beautiful words, But I'll really need to hang on to your words hear on, so keep it coming!

Kamshuka~ness

"Shiloh"

2012-01-11T19:46:00.000-08:00

Can I just say it? ~ I've been holding on to this for what feels like forever. Now I know, most people annouce the name after the birth, but you know I'm too different for that. We pick our kids names as early as 6weeks. Cause sometimes you just need to call that child by name from before birth time, so he or she just knows it and hears it in the womb.

This Journey is becoming very eventful for me. So allow me to introduce you to my Love Bump.....again.....except this time, my Love Bump has a name ~ "Shiloh".

~ Back in October, just towards the end of my trip to Calcutta, India we were venturing up the hills towards Darjeeling. Darjeeling is a Himalayan city in the Indian state of West Bengal. It is internationally renowned as a tourist destination, along with its tea industry.

It was about a 5 hour rocky curvy road trip up the mountain, and after enjoying the view just before it got dark, the five of us in the car got quiet and accepted the bumpy road while trying not to get sick. We were all quiet except for two women whom I enjoying listening to speak to each other. I didn't mind that their voices were fading into my state of sleep. Its then that I heard that name ......"Shiloh".

I remember being excited to finally get to the top of the mountain and look for internet just so I could find out what it meant. There was a beautiful confidence and peace that came with that name. Even though I was on the most passionate trip of my life, I was hiding my dread and fear of this pregnancy turning out to be another Ectopic pregnancy, like the one in my past". As soon as I heard that name, I knew I had to own it.

"Shiloh" used as a boy's name or girl's name, meaning "His Gift" and also possibly "Peace"

My Love Bump has a Name.
Next on this Journey..........finding out the sex of baby Shiloh

Kamshuka~Ness Blog

"I'm giving Birth in my Heels"

2011-12-15T19:42:00.000-08:00

Why are you so shocked?? You know I'm fierce, brave and not afraid to try something new. I've done almost everything in heels since I can remember, only difference this time is......I'm not willing to put the heels away even for a little time. I can't!!

I've always been stubborn, maybe that's why I can't take no for an answer. I really want to see myself wearing heels in that delivery room. In fact I'm gonna pack a few pairs in my hospital bag so I don't forget. I've got 5 months to convince my doctors its a good idea and promise not to kick them in the process....Lol.

Maybe its the thought of losing myself. Trading my heels for flats is what scares me. Don't get me wrong, I have flats, but only after my timeline in my heels have run out to I break out the flats. But to think of wearing flats alone........I just can't think that way. I'm among so many women who love their heels and won't give them up for any amount of dollars. It's the length it adds, the confidence it brings, and the way it makes our legs look. I says one word "POWER".

So I'm convinced. I'm gonna make it my mission to convince my doctor that this is a good idea... even for a tiny bit. I know your thinking I'll have too much going on at that moment to think about my heels. Trust Me!! I'm an adamant person. I will be giving birth in my Heels!!

All I need now is to figure out which one of these new favorite heels I wanna rock.

Any suggestions?

This is the Journey of my Love Bump

Luv Belinda

My L♥VE Bump Has A FACE!!

2011-12-07T19:24:00.001-08:00

♥●• ♫•¨•.¸¸♥¸.•¨wow its 15weeks this Saturday already?? I can't think of a better way to spend my journey into the next Trimester other than spend it with YOU........YOU "POWERMOMS"!!!

Call me emotional, but I got excited one day and thought, "how can we really appreciate the women who are Superwomen to their children and in their households?"

The ones who burp babies, help with homework, drop off lunches, wipe tears and then watch as their children say that your embarrassing them by kissing them in public. Well just one day-Mother's Day-isn't enough really.

Powermoms are made everyday! Their job is almost never complete. This Saturday December 10th, my studio will be full of such women and their children. My POWERMOM Creative Shoot. I can't hardly wait.

SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO far so good on the journey. I feel like I'm at my best days...loving this Trimester!!! Today was amazing as I heard the little heartbeat of my baby and the voice of my doctor as she said "Wow! This baby is defiantly an active one....wouldn't stay still."

Wonder if Baby #3 gets that from me? Hmmm......

It was beautiful!! The sound of life. Not too far from where I was. Inside of me. Simply amazing. I think I understand what Bruno Mars song was about, but in a different way now.

I feel so blessed to be the carrier of this special gift and coming into the reality of this all. "My Love Bump has a Face" Feels like we've met, but haven't yet.

~One Day Baby, One Day~♪♫

The Journey Of My Love Bump

2011-11-20T20:42:00.001-08:00

There are blessings that happen to us everyday. Some we notice right away. Others we notice when they pass and some we overlook altogether.

Well 2011 has been a blessed year for “KAMSHUKA” and personally I can say I enjoyed the journey.

Before my trip to Calcutta India, I found out I was pregnant. I embraced the new beginnings to a journey I thought I already passed six years ago after the birth of my second child.

My journey to India was a desire I had for a long time and one I held close to my heart. I didn’t want to loose focus and put my vision on the shelf. Although my family knew and they celebrated, I was fighting the desire to allow fear to creep in and have its way with my thoughts as I carried my fourth child into this world.

See almost seven years ago I was pregnant with my second child. Six weeks of carrying what I believed was a baby girl, we found out what I thought to be indigestion, was the pain of an etopic pregnancy. It was a difficult and fearful time in my life as I tried to wrap my head around what was happening inside of me.

As days passed by, eventually I had to have the pregnancy terminated (for health reasons). I lost the child I believed was promised to me. I was faced with the choice: to continually mourn my loss or to believe that I would get my baby girl blessing.

A few months later I was pregnant again in spite of the doctor’s discouraging words that, “any pregnancy following would automatically be another ectopic pregnancy”. I knew it had to be the girl I was promised. Nine months later, our beautiful baby girl was born. We named her “Hope”.

Naturally when I found out about this pregnancy, I battled in the early weeks with thoughts and fears of the possible re-occurrence of an ectopic pregnancy. Now at three months, I understand that blessings come in all sorts of shapes and sizes. Some tangible and some even come as a soft whisper.

I am carrying my “Love Bump” and I am so glad you are going with me on this journey.

I hope you will enjoy these Blog posts as I share the good days and the not-so-good days of my story while I grow as a mother and continue to run “KAMSHUKA”.

This is the Journey of my Love Bump

Luv Belinda

Wear Sponsored by Spegg Wear and hair Sponsored by Chiggy’s Touch Salon

OPERATION INDIA

2011-08-04T12:52:00.000-07:00

"From the ages of 4.5-7years old, while Politically Separated from my mother. My father, myself & my brother lived in Chennai (South East of India) & Bangalore. I went to school there. To disguise how much we missed our mom, & trying to adjust to what we'd see on the streets everyday back from school -my father would buy us the most amazing milk shakes. ~ years later pieces of my Heart still belongs to India".....

If you are unavailable to attend but would like to support please let me know. Any financial gift that you could give toward the support to make this trip possible would be greatly appreciated. To Give: Simply request for a Donation Card.

I am really looking forward to this trip. I truly appreciate your love and support and I look forward to connecting with you upon my return to share the details of the amazing work.

~Belinda B ~

KAMSHUKA™ | Creative Photographer/Writer & Motivational Speaker |
www.kamshuka.com

My Encounter with the 'Soul Flute'

2011-06-13T21:07:00.000-07:00

Music is our universal language. All nations, all countries, all types of people connect through the magical sounds and combinations of musical notes.

But what is it about music that speaks to your being, calms your spirits, and puts our mind into a state of wonder? As an artist I spend hours editing and writing to music, that will take me to a place of serenity and peace.

“Music speaks what cannot be expressed, soothes the mind and gives it rest. Heals the heart and makes it whole, flows from heaven to the soul”.

We're used to hearing the sounds of the clarinet, the saxophone, the harp in instrumental renditions. But recently, I was introduced to the flute in an unfamiliar setting: Urban Music.

At a recent event I had the pleasure of being in the same room with an unidentified male. He quietly settled to eat his dinner while listening to the sounds of beautiful spoken word poetry. Not too long after, I heard an introduction: “Welcome Jef Kearns”. Seconds later, I heard the flute turn into a hypnotizing instrument demonstrated passionately by this previously unassuming man.

I’ve always loved the sounds of a saxophone, but never thought I’d be loving the flute.

"It's my mission to show people that flute that can be just as soulful and 'down-and-dirty' as sax", says Jef who's debut album, On the Level, unleashes a quiet storm of flute-focused R&B grooves that cross genres from modern soul to hip-hop to classic Motown.

A couple of weeks ago I had the privilege of pre-screening his new music video. The video is for the title track of his debut album On the Level.

We wrote and recorded this song in Jesse Bear's home studio in Toronto", explains Jef. "I met Chris Rouse at an open mic for urban music called Acoustic Soul, and we had talked about doing a track together. He suggested that we have Jesse Bear produce it. I wasn't familiar with him, but of course with Chris being the musical genius he is, I trusted his recommendation."

"I had the idea to have it as an animated video from the time it was finished. Thankfully I was able to find the right team to help me create it."

Get ready to be intrigued by the unfamiliar sounds of Jef Kearns flute. you won't be disappointed.

Click this link to check out the On the Level video.
For more information and to book Jef Kearns visit: www.jefkearns.com

The Face of Courage

2011-04-29T19:16:00.000-07:00

Sometimes our pain and hurt is so deep that we subconsciously choose to block it out so we’d never have to remember that feeling again.

For years I had the same dream. A man I recognized and knew the name of, would come to me and undress me, touch me and then he'd be gone. The more I dreamt about it, the more I wanted to see this friend of the family's face.

Until one day the dreams seemed just too real. I began to ask questions, seek out time-lines and retrace places I’ve been. As I dug deeper as a teenager, a rush of memories and realities came to me. I had been abused by a family friend from the age of 4 years old up until I was 5.

The direct effect of this was my behavior had an automatic shift. I was more curious, starting feeling ashamed, guilty and began to be timid. I spent nights as a teenager replaying the memories, and they continued to torture my mind.

My body was paralyzed to the thoughts and details of my memories. My spirit was crushed. I grew up in denial assuming I was fine. Never speaking of it and never remembering his face. Until I become a woman. The memories began to haunt me, attack my self-esteem, break my confidence and leave me in shock. Although I spoke to young girl's about their own self-esteem, I was not whole. I fought dark wars in my mind. I convinced myself that what I needed to get over this was to hear those words, "I'm sorry. I made a mistake. I should have never left you with him". See I thought my healing would come from the "acknowledgment" of individuals. But every time I tried to set up a meeting it just never happened.

I realized after years of running away from this that no person could take these memories & feeling away from me. It had to be a supernatural power. I decided to invest the time and go away on an encounter with God and myself. While i was away I discovered the true meaning of forgiveness. To forgive and to be forgiven. I was broken to tears as I forgave myself for not seeing "a Queen in me". I forgave him, I forgave those who left me with him. I forgave myself for not speaking out sooner.

Imagine, Just like me there are so many women and men who desire the courage to speak out and break the cycle of fear they're in. We can’t alter the path which life has taken us, but we do have the opportunity to determine the path of our future. Sometimes that involves putting our trust in God to help us heal and select the right path.

You are a Beautiful, Sexy, Confident, Gorgeous, made in in His image type of person whol holds the potential to change this world with our stories alone.
Go out there and guide the paths of those who follow behind you. They need you to lift up their arms up. All in all, we go through things in our lives which enable our passion and our drive.

Be a World Changer, Be you!!!
(will write more in detail in my book....hoping to have completed by next year)

2011 Image Workshop A Success!

2011-04-21T23:06:00.000-07:00

SHOUT OUTs 2all my "World Changers" of the Image Building Workshop! Special Thanks 2the Empowering Speakers: Patience Chiggy Chodokufa Tina Alleyne Yannick Tshiamala Nikki Clarke Jay G Zoey McKenzie Pureness S, Pam Begley, Cathy Morenzie & Brenda Foreman. To the helping hands ~ "Blessings Multiplied"~ Great Time & a Fab Creative Shoot 2nd. ♥

Project Beautiful A Success

2011-04-20T22:41:00.000-07:00

Project Beautiful was very inspirational and motivating. We pampered 20 women from the shelter to a Complete Makeover from hairdos to facials to makeups to ending with a Glam Shoot with moi. They were all so emotional & left changed. - Tune into City News TV tonight for a review of the project. Simply Amazing! Thank you to all my volunteers & team that came out.... muuhaa

"I SEE BEAUTY"

2011-03-16T12:26:00.000-07:00

"BEAUTIFUL is The Image I see in the mirror everyday as I am reminded that "I am Made is His Image". Beautiful are the sounds of kid's voices, laughing & playing, the embrace of a loved one, the whisper of a lover, the kiss of love. Beautiful is the nature we see when are awake, the skies, the flowers, the scenery. What makes me Beautiful is everyone who ever smiled at me. Beautiful is YOU!! Just the way you are"~Kamshuka.... ♥

Every day hinted messages of beauty are sent our way and what we should to look like or represent... But truth is in front of us....Look in the Mirror!! You are Made in the Image of Your Creator...........

No matter what society, media or other people tell us about ourselves. We are shaped different from one another, coated in different skins, even sounding completely different. We should determine in our minds who we are. Do you know who you are? Why are you created? What's inside of you?

Your a burst of Potential, Your an amazing sight to a God & those around you, Your a light in a dark world.

You are Beautiful!!

♥

Our Purpose on this Earth, goes beyond just waking up and living a routine. Our purpose consists of the impact we bring to this generation and those to come. Our purpose holds the keys to the Future. But it begins with knowing who you are, and living in your moments, good or bad.

I am convinced of your Beauty, its not just about the outside. Its from inside out!

♥

See you this Weekend at the KAMSHUKA Image Building Workshop

1 Day Workshop - Focusing on Self Esteem, Confidence, Wholeness on every level, Grooming & Style & finally being a World Changer

Email inquiries@kamshuka.com for more information

Kamshuka~Ness Blog

Change From the Inside out.....

2011-01-17T11:22:00.000-08:00

wasn't too long that I had the pleasure of sitting down with the Girl's Club of North Albion Collegiate High school. Just as any other school, I've spoken at, I enter the room to the questioned marked faces of the students who look at me with their eager eyes to what I may just want to talk about.
As I set up my images along the blackboards and pull out my display books, i hear the whispers from behind me. "Who is She?" "How old do you think she is", "Look at those Shoes", "Damn she's got hips"....."How long will this take" and; then eventually someone says...."Miss.... Are you a Model?"...... To their inquisitive minds... I reply "I AM (wink, wink) and then I continue to say... I am a Role Model who is an Business Owner as well and I've got the hook up
As I began my talk with them... I realize how important it is to be able to pour into someone else, what we have learned on this journey and remember how important our stories of victory can be useful to others...

"When you love yourself from the inside out~ your confidence in who you are is multiplied" ~Kamshuka

I've always had the desire to speak into the lives of this generation and into those lives of the ones to come with my art and craft. My heart goes out to each young person who can not see the value in their life because no one has taken the time to remind them of their worth. This year I want to voice out much more and speak on those issues of confidence, self-esteem, worth, image and more... REAL TALK!!

I am reminded of this girl I met, who was asked to pick something artistic and create with it. .....She decided to pick a box. The program director asked her why she chose the box out of all the pieces on the table. She answered: she saw it from when she walked in the room; it was different she said. As I sat next to her I realized why she picked the box ~ My prediction was: Although it looked like a plan box, the possibility of this box being filled with surprises, filled with talents, gifts and unseen things made this box exciting. I imagined: just when you would have thought you figured her out... she could pull out from her box something new...
If this generation and the next is giving the ability to see into their future and just how much their lives matter...I am sure they could pull out something beautiful. Take time to speak into their lives.

Introducing this SPRING The 1st ever "KAMSHUKA IMAGE BUILDING WORKSHOP" Dated March 19 2011.....The day will be filled with Phenomenal Speakers, who have impacted and empowered my life. We will end the day with a Glamour Photo shoot including individual shots and groups, So come with your Heels on and put on your Pretty Girl Rock.

If you are someone or know someone who is:
An Artist, Actor or model
A Pre-Teen or Teenage/Student
Or
Just someone who has low-self esteem &/or wants to build into your confidence on a business and personal level in 2011
THEN this WORKSHOP IS FOR YOU!!

Email belinda@kamshuka.com for more information

My Africa!!

2010-10-25T08:29:00.000-07:00

After 14days, 5hotels, 3major Cities, Close to 50different major sights, Plane rides, boat rides, cable car rides, bus rides & 6tour guides later.......I am so glad I visited the "City of Gold" South Africa. I learned so much about my roots, my history and my person. I AM PROUD 2B AFRICAN....I came for One thing, I left with so Many More things....♥

I can not wait to share what I learnt with you, Be sure to stay connected.....I am not even sure where to start. But I look forward to pouring out some of the things I learnt in South Africa. Things about the country, the culture, the love, the people, the food, the sights, the places and most importantly how this trip has affected me. I am so proud of where we all have come from. No matter what the color of your skin is, we all have a past and our future is great. Although my father was Ugandan, I, myself drew so much into my life from what I learnt when I was away.

One of the reasons I travel and shoot my journeys are to bring something different to this Society's table, to educate the next generation and open the minds of this generation. I can't wait to share more with you. Look out for my article in the next Planet Africa issue as well as my article on Fashion in South Africa. Celebrating A People who have overcome and continue to overcome everyday.

Special Thanks to "Integrity Tour's Foundation of Freedom Tours"

Stay Tuned Toronto...........

Kamshuka~Ness Blog

Whats your Colour?

2010-09-20T17:39:00.000-07:00

We were carefully designed into the person we are today, proudly placed in the skin we are in to reflect a Creative God, who was the first Artist. You are so beautiful in the Skin your in, the way you glow and the way the Sun rests on you. I don't think I want it any other way.

"Some the Colour of Cinnamon, some Color of French Toast, some the Colour of Creamy Peanut Butter, some are Chocolate Brown, Dark Chocolate or Milk Chocolate, some Peachy and Tan, some the Colour of Honey, some are Reddish Brown, others a Light coca brown, some Caramel, some like Butterscotch, some Golden brown, some Bronze and Amber, some like brown suger, some the Colour of Ginger and chili powder, some like the Colour of Coconuts, each a Captivating colour." What Color are you?

I was thrilled last week went I went to an Open House at my Son's school. He was a Star Student that week and on the display board this what I found this on the display board.....

Check out Karen Kratz for a good read for children entitled "The Colors of Us"

Allow me to Introduce "Bellemoun", founded by an awesome and beautiful friend "Karyln Percil" "Bellmoun" is a global movement celebrating Culture and Diversity, Celebrating people all around the world. Have a look at their site and stories of Diversity: www.bellemoun.com

Celebrate with me by picking up a copy of SWAY Magazine (at Chapters, Indigo) , Sept 25th. Their Fall Issue highlights their Beauty Feature, enhancing the beauty of women all shapes, all sizes, and color. I am honored to be one of the featured women along with some of the most unique individuals standing out in Toronto.

Your Skin is Beautiful... Enjoy it while your still in it!!
Kamshuka~Ness Blog

•●♥ F A M I L Y ♥●•

2010-09-15T10:39:00.000-07:00

What makes a family? Is it the blood relationship? Or the emotional attachment? Or could it be that we just have something in common or maybe we don't have anything in common at all but the people who bring us together?

FAMILY is defined as "a group living together"; they are those you can't shake away, no matter how many arguments you have or how often you don't see them. Some families are near, some are across the world....either way they are your family. I've had some time to think and I realized that there are those in your family that you may never agree with and you may never see eye to eye. No matter what it is that you disagree on, you still need them to be apart of your life and they need you. But there is a reason we are put into the same families. There is a purpose we are designed to live together. For the purpose of understanding one another, uplifting one another or just listening sometimes. Some families are so full of life, so full of eventful moments that to those who are on the quiet side of life, they long for a calmer family state which may never be achieved. These are the aspects of Family Life, that make our family grow and learn from experiences we go through together, while building memories.

Screenwriter & Director Tyler Perry uses dramatic and emotional twists in his play writing and movies to show us that every family is imperfect, just as individuals are imperfect. So with that said then, maybe it is that we expect too much from one another. We demand perfection on every level. That expectation is unreasonable even to our own character. If we realize and try to walk in each other' shoes, we will soon find out that our levels of adversity and challenges are very different and the way we handle them. If we in our families can just put aside the expectations, the read my mind moments and just LOVE on one another knowing that there were many times in our lives that we were unworthy of love, yet someone loved us......We may just get along. Get rid of all reasons of indifference, arguments or preconceived notions and find it inside yourself to actively show love. Its actually good for your health!! This is a process and we are in it together. No one has arrived yet, so until then we will keep trying to do whats right. This moment is all we have and when tomorrow comes, you just might regret your actions or lack of actions. With a fast paced family growing rate, there are those we loose (R.I.P dada) those we gain, new births, new marriages, adopted members, new extended families, & certainly new close friends we make. All family worthy!!!

We may not all look the same, speak the same language or have the same values but its a blessing to be apart of a growing Empire called "FAMILY"

Appreciate your Family today!!!

My family keeps growing that we can't hardly be contained on one page... xoxoxoxo

"Other things may change us, but we start and end with family" Anthony Brandt

CHEERS TO FAMILY...........

Kamshuka~Ness Blog

"Be Fascinated"

2010-08-14T11:39:00.000-07:00

"I want to go some place where I can marvel at something." - from the book & movie Eat Pray Love

My first memory of life began in an Airport, as a toddler boarding the plane back to Uganda, & then again boarding the plan to India at the age of 4years. I remember the scent of the airports, the people, the sounds, the excitement & nervousness of not really knowing where I was going.
But the best trip of my childhood was when I was up in the air towards the Middle East where my parents (father from Uganda and mother from India) decided to raise me and my siblings. I had been stricken with a taste for the air, a taste of not knowing gravity and a taste for adventure. To the extent that I found myself studying into the Travel and Tourism field in Post Secondary School. My excitement for adventure and the unknown is now combined with my love to capture life through my lens.

Throughout my life, traveling and experiencing new places, cultures and people have become a way of life. Visiting the USA, India, Amsterdam, London, Dubai, Bahrain, Bahamas and residing in Canada has only made it all worse but in a good way. Its put a constant desire in me to experience more of what this world has to offer. If life was just about working, and sleeping I am not sure I can accept that. I think it would be horrid to have such a beautiful world, with such fascinating scenery to view and never know what it feels like, smells like, looks like. Find out for yourselves the beauty this world has. Experience the reality of the phrase "There is a God."

I recently spoke to a group of teens at an all-girls Conference. All their questions were about the same thing. Where have you been & where are you going next? Its not fair that we raise a beautiful and intelligent generation without giving them the hope that one day they can travel and experience life outside of their own backyard. I see the Hope of Adventure in the eyes of my children as I tell them the places I visit and as I show them the images. My son now says he wants to be a World Explorer and Scientist.

Encourage your children to read about it, to build their excitement. Tell them about the endless possibilities to their potential and future.

I am ecstatic to travel this October with Integrity Tours to the City of God "South Africa". I look forward to bringing back some images to tickle your senses, as you search and re-focus your mind sets. I would love for you to join me in South Africa this October.

Take a journey that will change you forever. South Africa — discover a magnificent destination:

a land of breathtaking natural beauty
abundant and awe-inspiring wildlife
a diverse and friendly people
a compelling history and culture
beautiful beaches
mouthwatering cuisine and award winning wines.

For more information contact:

info@integritytours.ca

My Feet have taken me places before; but this time I AM READY to go down the road of GREATNESS!! As long as I have a pair of Heels, a pocket of Dreams & my Camera ♥ ~Kamshuka
Kamshuka~Ness

~BLACK IS BEAUTIFUL~

2010-05-10T15:15:00.000-07:00

Growing up in the Middle East I never knew or recognized I was colored. My late-father was Ugandan and my mom is a beautiful Anglo Indian from South India, with a British and Portuguese background. Living on the Island of Bahrain there were many types of people: brown, black, white, yellow and many more. I really didn't see the differences in the people around me.

But when I came to Canada I started to notice the color of people and the behaviors that accompanied them. I also noticed people use stereotypes to judge one another. Among all this I see myself as a proud individual with a strong long lasting heritage of Ugandan, Anglo Indian and everything else you would use to make up a cocktailed drink, which so happens to give me the shade I am & I love it. "Celebrate one another no matter the boundaries,stereotypes or what we have been through in the past. Not letting things in our past determine our future."

Recently I had the privilege of being a Official photographer at the Harry Jerome Awards 2010. The night was filled with joy, laughter, pride and so much inspiration. Honoring Men and Woman of color who have made paths for a generation to come was a beautiful thing. So many beautiful black people in one room. All dressed so elegantly and all holding high ranks of passion and drive.

The annual gala event acknowledges and celebrates African Canadians who have achieved at a high level and have made a significant contributions in the world around them. Individual recipients walked away with a bronzed statue in the likeness of Jerome, the late and former world record holder in the track and field 100-metres. Awards were given in areas such as: athletics, academics, business, community service, leadership, entertainment, and the arts. Many major corporations like RBC have sponsored the event several times since its inception in 1983.

Being surrounded by so many intellectual and vibrant people of color made me so proud to have the same blood flowing through my veins. There are men and woman out there changing the lives of people by their attitude, passions and determination. The generation of young people have to see the hope in our eyes to make more of themselves.

Vidal Chavennes is the author of the thought provoking book "detox". His vision and words have been changing the way we see our youth and how we react to them. Have a look on his site, you won't be disappointed: www.vidalchavannes.com. Black is beautiful and there no arguing about it. I salute all the men and woman doing something about change and not just talking.

I took great pleasure, May 11th, with Bank of Montreal and the Planet Africa Group, as they officially launched their Spring 2010 edition of Planet Africa Magazine. This special women's issue has an outstanding cover with humanitarian and television personality Namugenyi Kiwanuka. Also a special feature on how twelve phenomenal women are transforming our world; of which I was so honored to be named one of the twelve women. The magazine can be found on newsstands across Canada and in book stores like Chapters, Indigo, and Wal-Mart. The magazine has now also hit US newsstands.

"Your PAST does not determine your FUTURE". You don't believe that? Then we
really need to talk cause I'm pretty sure I'd be a DEAD mess right now if that wasn't true~~ Kamshuka ♥

Celebrate People!!
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Canada's Best Jazz

2010-04-13T19:20:00.000-07:00

   Recently, I had the opportunity to cover Canada's Best Jazz at the Toronto Centre of Arts led by the former lead trombonist of the Lincoln Center Jazz Orchestra Ron Westray.

   Ron is a talented jazz musician and composer and joined with his winning ensemble of Toronto's top jazz musicians, they solidified the Centre.

   Even as I captured the sounds of the night through still images, there was something about the way the music came forth. I felt overwhelmed by the sounds of the trombone trumpet, saxophones, drums, keys, acoustic and electric bass, and lead guitars.

   I am sure this ensemble of talented members practiced these tunes many times before, but you can bet every time they perform, the music becomes increasingly more beautiful.

   The following night, Ron Westray led a brand new Jazz series called Jazz Hop Live where sampled sounds of original beats and classic urban grooves were performed by DJ's and MC's. It was incredible to experience the sounds of hip hop blending with
the intimate sounds of jazz.

   Jazz came into the world in 1800's in the American south during the time of chains. The soulful sounds were a part of life for African-American slaves. Now Jazz resounds as an aroma in the air as one of America's oldest and most celebrated musical genres.

   On June 11, 2010, I'm personally inviting you to come out to the next "Weststray Jazz Hop" event and enjoy what I experienced as I viewed the show through my lens. Open up your senses to sounds your not used to. You might just fall in love with it.

“I speak through music, to heal myself and others” - Ron Westray

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What's Your Brand?

2010-04-05T21:07:00.000-07:00

"Walk in the Confidence of knowing your Branding, knowing who you are and what your represent. If you don't believe it, no one else will!! Kamshuka ♥

What is Branding? Simply, it's a label for a collection of functions that make a business successful. It's the way you help your potential clientele perceive you and learn about what separates you from the competitor. If you're a business owner, or artist of some sort, then you are clearly your own brand to success as much as you want to be.

Branding is how you increase the public's awareness of your name and product or service. It's the means that you use to excite your consumer's senses. Through branding yourself and your business, your building a strong company. A company and a name that creates an identity of loyalty, trust, sophistication, class and ensures the comfort of your clients and fans.

For the last couple years, we have been building a brand with that description in mind. Enabling you, our customer to experience a level of elegance and feel our passion through the "Kamshuka" brand.

Self Branding has carried many people to where they are today. For instance, Donald Trump continues to succeed in branding his name and celebrity status with his long running prime time show The Apprentice. Katie Couric successfully branded herself and became the first woman solo anchor at CBS. Branding can also be found widely within the entertainment world from the likes of Lady Gaga to the flamboyant Justin Timberlake, and many current and former NBA stars.

Your business and craft is only as good as the time you put into it. Be your own brand to build your "Empire of Success." If you're not confident in your product, service or artistic abilities, why would anyone else be. Be confident that you are different and have something that no one else has. You have a brand. Do what you need to do to promote and build it. Be confident in your establishment, your art, your writing, your music, your product, your craft, and most of all, be confident in who you are and where you are coming from. Whatever it is, your branding is birthed from the story of your life. Share it effectively with others and "build your brand."

For more information on this topic, contact me directly at belinda@kamshuka.com.

Introducing the 2010 Kamshuka logo

"Our success is a direct result of knowing how to market a brand and having the right people representing the brand" - Greg Norman, pro golfer.

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Shades of A Woman

2010-03-08T18:45:00.000-08:00

They are intelligent, beautiful, glamorous, wonderful, delightful. They are mothers, sisters, grandmothers, daughters, entrepreneurs, leaders, and artists. They are women of my many shades. Shades of many colors, tasks, societies, cultures, religion, countries and so much more. Celebrate Women

Persistence and determination is on their sleeves, as they multitask and leave mankind in awe of their abilities. Striving to possess the land, possess businesses, posses and conquer their dreams and goals. Celebrate Women.

To bring forth the next generation of leaders and conquerors. To raise daughters of worth and sons with respect. To remember where you came from and see your destiny ahead of you is truly amazing. Celebrate Women.

Since the 1900s we have celebrated on this day, March 8, "International Woman's Day". Appreciating all woman for everything they have done, past, present and future. For going through struggles silently, overcoming their fears, and for standing firm and making their dreams come to pass.

Now we have female business owners, astronauts and even Prime Ministers. Schools are accepting girls into their universities, women can work and have a family, and have real choices. This day is a celebration of the accomplishments of woman all around the world. They deserve to know you care about them. To recognize how far they have come. If you are this or any other type of woman, celebrate yourself, your skin tones, your eyes, your lips, your hips, your curves, your scares of pain, your love, your accomplishments, your achievements, your beauty inside and out. Celebrate your life. YOU ARE THE WORLD'S STRONGEST WOMAN!!!

" I'm defiantly a Woman and I enjoy it" Marilyn Munroe

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C.E.O of Your Own Life! ღ❤

2010-02-22T17:11:00.000-08:00

"Become the C.E.O. of your own life, don't let people dictate your life for you. Be bold and acknowledge your worth if you want to be surrounded by people worthy of it" ~ Nina Rego

To be a Chief Executive Officer (C.E.O.) means to be the one in charge of the day-to-day operations of an organization.

There's a generation of men and women who have been programed to become successful "people please-ers" setting their focus on blending and fitting in. But even in the midst of such people there are others who strive to stand out by making a difference in the lives of people around them.

For those of us that have gone through a time of when our minds and actions were controlled by others, you will agree that in order to have a better world and successful individuals, it's much more gratifying to pass on this knowledge to those that come behind us. To help them become "C.E.O.'s" of their lives.

One of the greatest discoveries we can make is understanding and exposing our self worth. Being the C.E.O. of your own life means not allowing anyone to dictate the direction of your life. Its means not letting the peer pressure, that compelled you to do the unthinkable in order to fit in and be accepted, define the values of your life. Not permitting any man, women, family member or authority figure to undermine your ambition to achieve all that you have set out to accomplish. Its time to cut off all that cripples your future potential and self worth and come alive to who you are and what your capable of.

You are too gifted, intelligent, and creative not to realize the potential inside of you. I challenge you to take charge and take the position of C.E.O in your life today.

I will be speaking further on this topic at a 2-day break out session at the All Girl's Conference to be held on March 4-5, 2010. I'll have more details on my Facebook and Twitter pages in the next couple of weeks.

So let me ask you: What does it mean to be the C.E.O. of your life?

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Slow it Down!!!

2010-02-15T20:46:00.000-08:00

Imagine you could wake up and not have to rush into the day. Imagine you lived in place of consistent rest and serenity. Wouldn't it be great to be in that state forever, knowing nothing else except a stress-free life?

How did our lives become so complicated and fast paced? I found myself asking the same questions when I visited other parts of the world. Having lived in a part of the Middle East, "The Kingdom of Bahrain", and traveled back there in 2009 as well as the United Emrites of Dubai, I discovered a state of peace existed over there that I haven't experienced anywhere else. Every time I laid down to overlook the waters, my life seemed to automatically slow down. The days seem longer and time stood still.

This past week I had the same experience in the beautiful Bahamas. I enjoyed the people, the culture, the food and the scenery. All within the ease of life in that country.

For years I have been puzzled with the differences of lifestyles in North America and the rest of the world. Although it would be great to just move to an island and live so carelessly, that isn't an option or reality for the majority of us.

I realized our state of mind has a lot more to do with it than we can imagine. Our minds are powerful tools of survival on this planet. If we tune our minds to that state of peacefulness in order to slow down our lives, we can live a much more gratifying life. Our lives have become mechanically charged into routines and continuous schedules of things to do.

Consider rewarding yourself with a healthy state of mind. For five days my blackberry refused to work. I had to learn to cope with not having the world at my fingertips. Turn off your phones, your media outlets and enjoy your world, your family, your life. Don't wait for tomorrow to slow things down. Let me know your thoughts on this.

“One day your life will flash before your eyes. Make sure its worth watching.”
Images taken in beautiful Bahamas 2010

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What's your Style?

2010-01-27T17:51:00.000-08:00

What makes you different from any other person? What is it about you that conveys your passion and reveals your charisma?

Your Style is the way you carry yourself, the way you walk, the way you dress, the way you express yourself and the way you brand yourself. When you are confident with who you are and who you are becoming, I truly believe that your style will show it. It allows you to be who you are designed to be.

Just because society dictates 'fashion,style personalty and more", doesn't mean you have to live with losing yourself. Be who you are; allow yourself to excite the person you are. Style isn't just about clothing, accessories and hair. It starts with your attitude towards yourself, your confidence with yourself which then translates into your appearance.
I won't apologize for my style. There is a realm about me that excites my personalty. There are features on me that I can not remove. They are the things about me that make me unique and different. They define me.

"Just Be You; That's the Best you can ever be ~if they don't like it ~

They don't have to look"

In the fashion and professional world, your style has a lot to do with the brand you are introducing and promoting. Get excited and allow your personality to inspire you and the people around you. What I like most about my style is the way I feel in it. One of the reasons we indulge in style and fashion is for the many way it makes us feel. I want you to explore who you are, and what your style is. You may discover things about yourselves that you never knew were there. Allow your sense of Style to guide you into the wonderful, confident and creative person that you are

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So you wanna be Successful?

2010-01-18T11:10:00.000-08:00

You wanna be successful in your life? Do something to raise someone else up!!

A lot of times we get so self focused and forget about the reason for why we do what we do. The reason to bring changes to a different world, the reason to educate and enable the next generation to rise up too. With so much happening in this world and the recent disaster that is taking place in Haiti. Its time to put others in front of ourselves and consider their situations. A really wise man once said "Hands extended are hearts in the right place". Reach your hands out to help and assist those in need. Whether it be a need of hope, encouragement, finances, advice or just a hug its a step closer to success. Give what you can; you will see~its an awesome feeling. Remember its the law of the earth, whatever you put in you will get out at some point in life.

I truly believe that success can not be measured by numbers and quantity of possessions but by the size of your heart and the way you translate and convey your passion.
If you haven't given yet to assist the people of Haiti, please give in which ever way you can. Remember not only are they in the middle of search and rescue but for a while to come, they will need us to show compassion and help them rebuild Haiti. Let's make history and give some one else a brighter day.

I'd like to invite you to the "The HOPE FOR HAITI BENEFIT CONCERT", on Sunday January 24 at 7pm at the Tattoo Rock Parlour, 567 Queen Street West, Toronto, M5V 2B6 presented by Nikki Clarke Inc and Big it Up. Pay what you can at the door.

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They are your Biggest Fans!!!

2010-01-11T17:34:00.000-08:00

My day starts with two little people running around, either poking at each other or working together in unity towards a plot to hear the sound of my highest pitch. As I lay in bed peacefully thinking its all a dream, suddenly the day's tasks get me jumping out of my bed, and I realize it is as real as it could ever be. Balancing children and running a business/working isn't always easy. Both tasks require all energy, passion, eyes, and a heart. But it can be done. For me its between the sounds of "mommy, mommy" and nights spent editing.

Certainly at the end of the day there is a satisfaction that is greater than the trouble it takes. I'd like to encourage you, that no matter what business or job you do that takes up your positive passion, the next generation needs to see it and to be apart of it. We are their role models. Their models to what work ethic, time management and ambition is. Think of it as enabling the next generation to reach their potential. Instilling in them a sense of passion and success. Involve them, Inform them and Initiate them to do the same. You want to know who your biggest fans are? They are your Children, because as they get older they understand your late nights, and your reason to be successful. By the way, whoever said that Women can't Raise Children and still be Successful Business Owners, wasn't that a dumb thing to say?

They are your Biggest Fans...

"She hangs on to me, because she knows my feet will carry her into her destiny" ~KamShuka

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The Destinquished Man

2010-01-05T19:32:00.000-08:00

Gentlemen! Welcome in 2010. The greatest year of your Life. The year to make things happen, and to make them happen BIG!!

We want to start 2010 capturing all "The Distinguished Men". The dictionary defines distinguished as: characterized by distinction; dignified or elegant. Another definition says: to make prominent.

Its time for the Men to rise up, carry their dreams and step into what this year has for them. There is something powerful and beautiful when men step into their destiny. When they realize nothing within them can stop them from reaching their goals. Overcoming fears, and the opinions of others, to birth that which God has placed in their heart to accomplish. To the men that have made some serious changes into this year, I commend you.

Hall of Fame football coach Vince Lombardi once said:

“I firmly believe that any man's finest hour, the greatest fulfillment of all that he holds dear, is the moment when he has worked his heart out in a good cause and lies exhausted on the field of battle…victorious!”

If you are a man of vision, an artist, an actor, a model, a role model, leader, entrepreneur, athlete, musician, designer, lawyer, doctor, architect & just simply someone with a dream, have a look at this customized photoshoot session at the link below

http://www.facebook.com/event

I look forward to seeing or just meeting you at this photoshoot event

Cheers to 2K10

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COMING OUT OF THE BOX!

2009-12-28T18:40:00.000-08:00

My Twitter page describes me as "A Photographer and Digital Artist, not the type to live in a box. To work is one thing, but to work out my passion in excellence is truly divine."

I've said it for a long time. Even when I questioned my authentic background growing up. But now I completely understand what it means to live "Outside of the Box"

I am not your average Photographer. From my name, to the place of my birth, to the island in the middle east I grew up on, to the heels I shoot in, to the twisted positions I get into to capture your right angles and find your laughter, to the sounds of my enthusiastic presence on set.
Just ask the members of my Glam Squad to describe Kamshuka. It can't be done without the stories of past experiences in my photo shoots. Staying in a place of isolation, blocked away from your dreams is no way to see what's in store for you and your future. Step out of the box with me and live your life to the fullest.

"Great dreams.....never even get out of the box. It takes an uncommon amount of guts to put your dreams on the line, to hold them up and say, 'How good or how bad I am?' That's where courage comes in." - Erma Bombeck

Happy New Year!!!

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The KAMSHUKA Glam Squad

2009-12-14T20:40:00.000-08:00

It's so beautiful when a true friend looks at you, and says, “you're beautiful’. Though you may or may not see it at the time, there’s no doubt that beauty is within you.

The meaning of the word Glamorous is to be with character that is attractive, engaging, fascinating, fetching, lovely, pretty, and sweet, with glamour.

I'm sure my fascination with glamour and finesse began as a little girl
, but snowballed into something bigger while working as a photographer and stylist at the once well-known Glamour Shots Studio. I enjoyed the experiences, but there was a part of the job, I didn’t enjoy so much.

I loved that people came in, got decked up, I took their pictures, they loved it and went home to show it off. But after a couple of days, trying to maintain that "look" wasn't the easiest thing to do. Many beautiful woman came in wanting to look like someone else, but lacked the confidence to see what I saw in them.

My passions and desires have always included building up and encouraging individuals to look within themselves, and pull out what they already have. The character, personality, intelligence they already possess. No need to desire to look like anyone else, but being proud of who they were. Makeup and hair are simply enhancements to the treasure already inside.

Having said all that, allow me to introduce you to my very own Glam Squad. A team of professional make up artists, hair designers, photo stylist and art directors that have come together to bring the very best out of you. This group of energetic, fun filled, enthusiastic and very creative individuals have your best interest and great look in mind.

Give us some ideas on what other ways you would like your photoshoot experience to be like.

Introducing the KAMSHUKA Glam Squad!!

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START DREAMING

2009-12-09T06:26:00.000-08:00

As a four year old girl in the 1984 civil war in Uganda, I would close my eyes and imagine my life in the future. A life with no war, no blood shed, no conflict. I was content with my dream time. As years went by, my family moved out of the country, but I’d frequently sleep and was nervous to wake up, afraid that my life was still in past. But once I woke, I was happy that my dreams of peace had come to pass.

I believe that dreams are interpretations of your heart’s desire. You have the the ability to dream your future into your present. “Your dreams can come true. Make them come true. See them on the other side of your life and bring them over”. Whatever your heart desires, think no less of it. It's in you! It's what you see. Put all you have into your dreams. Start Dreaming & Dreaming BIG!! Susan Boyle did it and she was 47 years old.

What’s stopping you from living a whole life?

Click here to see my "Dream in progress".

~Dream it~

~Believe it~

~Live it~

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2009 ARONI AWARDS: Inspire our Youth

2009-11-28T21:10:00.001-08:00

At last Sunday's 4th Annual ARONI Inspire Award Gala; Belinda of Kamshuka Photography rubbed shoulders with some of Toronto's elite personalities. The evening was filled with an incredible evening of live entertainment, the award presentations, three course dinner, silent auction, and a cocktail reception.

The annual Gala is named after Aroni Y. Haile who died at the young age of 30 in 2003. The accomplished student and entrepreneur had a willingness to mentor, love for people and the arts gave him an avenue to forge many meaningful relationships while giving back to his community. In His memory six awards were given to unsung heros of our community who continue to work in their respective fields, with a dedication to community, educating our youth, health, sports, the arts and entrepreneurship's.

"The Aroni Awards, was truly rewarding for myself, to be amongst some amazing, BIG hearted people" says Belinda."It inspired people to want to get invovled in the community, and make a difference in the lives of others and not just of themselves."

"From the moment I stepped into the prestigious Arcadian Court, I knew that every image I captured would tell a story. When you put that many intelligent, beautiful & outstanding individuals together, you just can't help see anything less than perfection."

To see addtional photos of the evening, visit Belinda's Facebook page at: http://www.facebook.com/belinda.kamshuka.

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top photo: (from left) Ty Harper with Big it Ups’s Damieon Royes, Jeni of Flow 93.5 & Dj Tricky

insert photo: Belinda with Jeni

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Men...Babies & the Next Quarterback?

Nervous....Excitement!!

"Shiloh"

"I'm giving Birth in my Heels"

My L♥VE Bump Has A FACE!!

♥●• ♫•*¨*•.¸¸♥¸.•*¨*wow its 15weeks this Saturday already?? I can't think of a better way to spend my journey into the next Trimester other than spend it with YOU........YOU "POWERMOMS"!!!

The Journey Of My Love Bump

OPERATION INDIA

My Encounter with the 'Soul Flute'

The Face of Courage

2011 Image Workshop A Success!

Project Beautiful A Success

"I SEE BEAUTY"

Change From the Inside out.....

My Africa!!

Stay Tuned Toronto...........

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Whats your Colour?

•●♥ F A M I L Y ♥●•

"Be Fascinated"

~BLACK IS BEAUTIFUL~

"Your PAST does not determine your FUTURE". You don't believe that? Then we really need to talk cause I'm pretty sure I'd be a DEAD mess right now if that wasn't true~~ Kamshuka ♥

Canada's Best Jazz

What's Your Brand?

"Walk in the Confidence of knowing your Branding, knowing who you are and what your represent. If you don't believe it, no one else will!! Kamshuka ♥

"Our success is a direct result of knowing how to market a brand and having the right people representing the brand" - Greg Norman, pro golfer.

Shades of A Woman

C.E.O of Your Own Life! ღ❤

Slow it Down!!!

What's your Style?

So you wanna be Successful?

They are your Biggest Fans!!!

The Destinquished Man

COMING OUT OF THE BOX!

The KAMSHUKA Glam Squad

START DREAMING

2009 ARONI AWARDS: Inspire our Youth

♥●• ♫•¨•.¸¸♥¸.•¨wow its 15weeks this Saturday already?? I can't think of a better way to spend my journey into the next Trimester other than spend it with YOU........YOU "POWERMOMS"!!!

"Your PAST does not determine your FUTURE". You don't believe that? Then we
really need to talk cause I'm pretty sure I'd be a DEAD mess right now if that wasn't true~~ Kamshuka ♥